Question of the Day

Question of the Day:  How long will it take and how many times must I make the same mistakes before I realize that they are, indeed, mistakes?

I hope not too many more times...  I can't take much more of this.  My soul is near to breaking and I feel more hopeless and helpless every day.  

Well, God

Well, God, I did it.  I did what you wanted me to do.  It was hard.  Its still hard.  It hurt.  It still hurts.  I wonder if I'll ever feel normal or happy again.